I tortured myself for years,
and became an in between,
barely human,
without an identity
without a self
for years, decades, their was no timbre,
no dance in my happy stories
no, regret in my lies
no hormones in my body
and no fight in my heart
and still I have revived
but, body remembers,
and takes vengeance on
the slightest change in self now
natural and healthy,
to stop a return to sickness,
or to dole out revenge
I am unsure.
I am a writer with an extremely active imagination. I love learning answers to questions and what makes everything and everyone tick. I am a "Unique case, medically" if nothing else. I am flawed in my extreme aversion to failure (even when "success" isn't good for me,) but have come a long way in ditching the perfectionist mindset. I like people whose default setting toward others is compassion, an open mind, and honesty View more posts
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