I prefer explosive anger if I am going to be mad.
I burst, reel, and collect myself,
reflection and redemption are easier
than vendettas or the crackle of annoyance
Anger has a purpose
in fueling growth and change,
but the little flares I get of it
over things I have no power over
are draining in spirit,
and time required for acceptance
some people are mirror opposites
because bursts of rage would destroy them.
through the destruction they would wrought
and it leads me to question my disability
is it a blessing or a curse in that light?