I was afraid and spiraling.
I wore sweatpants
I took an hour long nap.
I sat looking at digital coupons,
Instead of doing any work.
Was I falling back into “Lazy habits?”
It felt like it,
But no.
I was sick
And healing is a hard job.
As true as that is,
As early as I am up writing this,
Even though I cannot change yesterday,
It is still hard to believe in myself.
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