Guilty Conscious

I was afraid and spiraling.

I wore sweatpants

I took an hour long nap.

I sat looking at digital coupons,

Instead of doing any work.

Was I falling back into “Lazy habits?”

It felt like it,

But no.

I was sick

And healing is a hard job.

As true as that is,

As early as I am up writing this,

Even though I cannot change yesterday,

It is still hard to believe in myself.

Published by sickybeat

I am a writer with an extremely active imagination. I love learning answers to questions and what makes everything and everyone tick. I am a "Unique case, medically" if nothing else. I am flawed in my extreme aversion to failure (even when "success" isn't good for me,) but have come a long way in ditching the perfectionist mindset. I like people whose default setting toward others is compassion, an open mind, and honesty

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