Some days are ebbs. The kind of day That doesn’t feel terrible, But beats you down anyway. And I am waiting for the flow. The time where things are hard, But satisfying where the exhaustion is welcome
Planting the seed of my face On a Monday. Fighting to solve a housing puzzle, And worrying while reassuring a sister. On Wednesday. Going to urgent care, to get cut open, On Thursday. And losing the opportunity to finish my 2nd covid19 vaccine On Friday. But today is Saturday, And I am here.
I saw the same blood test results I saw a day of depression I saw my energy drain, All my effort too. And the endless cycle come back around. I sleep. I see a new day, Just like yesterday, But I rise. I see motivation to work while I can. I see no need forContinue reading “See-Saw”
I was so free of that decade of depression, that I hadn’t thought of it outside distant memories. Even in the middle of a war that I could only witness I could still find stars through the gun smoke but, to continue the metaphor, at an odd hour the stars were captured by dark clouds,Continue reading “Just to Remind You”